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4年级开始,父母不在身旁,身边的人都告诉我说要开始学习独立,10岁的我,连衣服都还不会烫,哪有资格提“独立”这两个字?那一年,我才刚升上4年纪,年纪仅仅10岁。当时,哥哥20岁,姐姐22岁,他们都在各自寻找自己的事业,寻找自己的梦想,对于他们这个年纪来说,早就该独立了。小学4年级我发奋图强,立志要做个品学兼优的好学生,成绩更要比以前好,让爸爸妈妈看到了,能回来我的身旁,鼓励鼓励我,安慰安慰我。直到我6年级时,发觉我做的一切都是无用的,所以开始叛逆了,为的是引起注意。还好这时身边有个大姐一直在给与我辅导、教导。以她这个年纪,正是年轻人的世界,应该尽量去玩。可是,不管去哪,拍拖也好,派对都好,大姐都会把我这小妹一起带去,她的恋情永远是3人行的。在她的世界里,一定有我的存在,吃、喝、玩、乐,第一个想到的是我,所以在她身边的男友都受不了被忽略的感觉,所以渐渐一个又一个地离去,就连其中一个最要好的男友,与她维持了7年的恋情,也因为我,而烟消云散。我有时很讨厌自己,成为了大姐的包袱,可是,大姐从不埋怨。5年级开始,大姐担任我的私人司机,七早八早起身载我去上学,特地为了我,找一份时间自由的工作,放学去载我放学。这4年来,都是这样,不停止的付出。试问,这世上哪还找到一个那么好的姐姐呢?我想,没有了,绝种了,我很庆幸,我身边这位,正是唯一的二十四孝姐姐!虽然,有时大姐对我很严苛、很束缚,我有时真的不明白她在想什么,可是我会尽量说服我自己乖乖地去服从,照她的意思去做,因为我知道,她这样做,一定有我看不到的原因!我告诉自己,一定要以实际的行动去告诉我的二十四孝姐姐说,她对我的付出是不会白费的,我都看得到。你的委屈,你的难过,你的眼泪,你的辛酸,我都知道,我会用我最大的努力去讨你的欢心!你曾经问我,在我生命里,是不是只有朋友?是不是只有电视机的存在,完全看不见其他人,你在说这句话的时候,我看见你眼角的泪光,在这里,我要告诉你,对我来说,在我生命里,最重要的是我的家人!你们就是我的家人,我会尽我最大的能力,去向你们证明,我爱你们!姐,谢谢你,我爱你!Mommy,I also will Love U Forver n Ever...It will never change~You gave me my life.Thank You so much.哥哥,当然我也爱你!谢谢你丫~ 我爱我的家人,我依然爱我爸妈!I Love My Family!我爱我家~ =>
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Grace My beloved baby Princess,
Please forgive mimi for leaving you behind lor... Mi had keeps begging you to come with mimi BUT^ you was rude and harsh to mi at that time, do u remember?? Mi went to your school, talks to your principal, beg n begs you to come with mimi BUT^ u answered mi harshly, you disrespect mimi, you made mi looses pride and dignity in front of your teachers, friends and everybody.Mi keeps trying mi's BEST to persuade you; please come with mimi. Somehow, everybody tends to think that mi will never leaves IF you dont leaves with mimi. So mi picks up mi's courage and with the heaviest flooded heart and left you behind. Plus me also HAD a fight with your brother becoz of tempting to keep your passport and bringing you along w.o anyone's knowledge. Btw, mi was really dissapointed each one HAS blocked you from listening to mi's advices. So.. USA is not just a few miles away like KL & S'pore and mi CANT just go back anytime mi wants lor..Then mi have to cry myself to bed each day for several mths and day passes days, mths passes mths and then years passes years, EVENTUALLY at last, you are now a BIG BIG girl in this BIG BIG world... Now you begins to realize that there's always va space in your life where only mi can fills the gap and mi HAD always know that there's always a space in life where my only my children can fills the gap. BUT^ as you should know by now... children will grows up and will soon have their individual life and mimi will grows old IF mi dont have a life companion lor... So please3 DO understands that your didi whom is supporting your studies is also BUT^ just an old man aged 61 when me came over in yr 2004.So... since mi married him, mi have to do mi's duty as a wife to by him, with him lor...A life companion, a responsible loving man is what mimi needed lor...Well. overall, mi am only wanting to find "love" like you already have mi's love lor... so... please be generous to forgive mi for being selfish and parsimonous... Deep within mi's heart, you was, you are and always will be no. 1 of all things in life. So... mi HAD to start to plan when mi am here, for no1 plans to fail; most fails to plan. Baby, so mi HAD re-submitted ur visa immediately in 2005 after mi came over in Oct. 2004. Mi started to plan for a better future for you and mi and our family. Mi struggled hard in this unhappy marriage BUT^... mi knows itz going to be fruitful and worth it when ONE final day will come and the light will shine, the door will opens and WE will walks into the light towards a brighter tomorrow.WE will make it a brighter tomorrow. Me will fights to enable our dream comes true.. So.. time being... plz bears w. mi and remember, "Mi will always,always loves you"... Have Faith. - Mimi(mummy)
Yes mimi...
When I was young I'm so kidness...N I dont know how to do decision lo~~
I am now realised that mimi love me soooo much....
I will take care mimi in the future...N I wanna mimi life a life that U want!
I believe that I can give U it all...
U're always on my mind~~~The love That u gave me is the best love in the world...N GOD will give us the best love also....
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