思绪很复杂
情绪很复杂
心思很复杂
心情很复杂
生活很复杂
生命很复杂
关系很复杂
联系很复杂
风景很复杂
声音很复杂
周围的一切一切，似乎都很复杂！
过着风平浪静、平平淡淡生活的我被唤醒了
我的不舍被唤醒了，我的忧愁被唤醒了
我的不安被唤醒了，我的难过被唤醒了
我好不容易把自己催眠了，让自己沉睡了
让自己沉睡在自我的世界里，
不去想、不去念以往的点点滴滴
不让自己去面对你们要离开的事实，
当作不会发生这或许叫做逃避，
但我说服不了自己不去逃避，
因为除了逃避，就是面对
我不敢去想、不敢去面对
我很懦弱，我很没用
我为了让自己不用每天念着你们要走了
为了让自己不去倒数
我甚至尝试让自己忘记日期
虽然每天都要写功课，
但一个人的意念真的可以很强
我的意念强到这一秒钟写上日期，下一秒钟就马上遗忘
我麻痹自己
麻痹自己过着这种生活催眠自己回到过去，
让自己活在过去里，
当作你们要离开是还有很久的事，
所以不必去想太多
但是，顺贤唤醒了我
他的心情正是我的心情
我每天都在安慰他
其实我都在安慰着自己
我不想去想
但顺贤在和我分享他的心情，他的想法时
我深深感觉到他心里的感觉
心不禁地跟着寒起来
他越讲越悲
我的心就越来越沉重
嘴巴上我一直在安慰顺贤
其实我对顺贤的那番话正是对我自己的那番话
表面上我看起来没感觉，很坚强
其实我心里面真的不好受
我把我的感觉隐瞒了起来
我以为这样就能淡忘
我用了很大的力气才能埋没自己的感觉
但我废了那么大的力气做的事
顺贤那几句话就把它瓦解了
今天，看了顺贤的部落格，
忍不住跟着把自己的想法也写出来了
明天，还有考试，
我脑海里有的竟然不是读书，
而是放学后的游泳
竟然念着想要和你们一起出去！
讲到这里联想到我、顺贤、偲婷是比较可怜的
我们一年一年的送你们走
我们是最后一年才走
就是说今年我们只是在面对着第一次的离别
接下来的两年都得陆续地面对
这是一种成长
是一种经历
我们都必须去经历的经历
回想这段日子隐藏着自己的我现在清醒了
感觉真的很复杂！
决定了无论如何
我要学着面对解决
或许找不到解决的方案
但我会学着去面对
总会找到面对不舍、面对难过、面对离别的方法！
俊林、婉婷你们要快快回来
解我们思念之苦嘎呵呵！&^&电视机的快乐时光总有一天会重返的
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你是要看到我眼睛打鸟！！
看到眼睛盲是吗？！
段落，
空行！！！！
My beloved Princess of my family Grace,
Departures are a growing stage in life. Just like the day goes away and the night comes around. It can never be daytime all the time nor can it be night time all the time too. Day comes, night goes, night comes, day goes. IT actually aint that complexity of life at all. So, don't you feels upset over it. Everything that comes by or stops by will surely have to one day. So all mimi can teach you is, take it easy and let it loose, what will be, will be. IF it's yours, it always will come back to you, IF itz not yours, itz never meant to be. So what you have to learn is "cherish the moment" "cheerish what you have" instead of being remorseful at the point when itz gone, correct??
Enjoys your togetherness to the fulllest extend, cheerish every moment and keep those beautiful memories. Life is all about good and bad memories depending on how you cheerish your days or how you cheerish your friendship. So let bygones be bygones and live each day to your happiest moments so as you will gain and collects more good memories in your life long journey.
Life is BUT a journey. Itz like the sea waves, there'll always be high tide and low tides. So let it swift along and you just picks up the good memories to lock it up in your sweet memories.
You are and always will be a baby in the eyes of adults becoz the adults refuses to let you swift apart into deep dangerous ocean. You should cheerish your schooldays; for they wont be here very long before you know they're gone.Cheerish the love of adults for they too wont be around too long. Cheerish their lessons, their nagging, their words so meaningful and true... Ga..ga..
For before you know it or realize it, you'll be fully grown and the adults whom treated you like baby is no longer here in this world. Cheerish your education, they done their BEST to provides you. Cherish their love and gives them their respects they deserves to get from you before you know it, they could be gone for good. Friends maybe an important role in your life BUT^ the adults have been throu' it all. They've eaten salt more than you've eaten rice. So they know BEST what's BEST for you; EDUCATION! So please dont hinders the advice of the wisemen. For without education and knowledge, life is an empty soul. Forever searching and hunting towards a better future without 'education' this is impossible. Money may NOT be everything BUT^ without money; everything turns impossible. Mimi am doing all mi's BEST to give or provide you with the BEST, so please understand that you was, you are and you will always be mi's baby in mi's heart, in mi's mind. YOU are mi's Princess forevermore... Mi loves you more than words can ever say or express. Have faith. Be strong. Mi will always stand by you, stand with you forever & ever more... Mi loves you and am VERY extra proud of you, my baby. Mi knows YOU can make it thro' and make it to the right path of life's journey. Education is ALL you need to the ladder of 'success'.. Be Bless + Stay Bless. - Mummy(mimi)
Mummy
I will be always Happy~
Because I know I will receive ur blesses every second~
I LOVE YOU
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